Oh well

Looking at brothers who can take a good care of their siblings amazes me. I wish I had that kind of brothers in my life.

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Sometimes putting on your trust, your love, your hope on someone isn't worth it at all. When you put all of 'em right before yourself, and you get shit in return. It's not cool at all. I'm tired of being used by all the outsiders, and I swear from this time onwards, I'll be the most selfish person in the universe >)

Finally.

It feels so good to be here without you. This house feels much better without you.

Papa's Day

Yes, it's Father's day today. It's going to take ages if I really want to talk about my dad, cos he's awesome. He converted into Muslim and married with my mom, another awesome creature. Back to my dad, he's an awesome and great and cool and open-minded and extra ordinary dad! I'm really lucky to have someone like him in my life. It's like having a wing-less angel in my life. He spends most of his time with us, and I believe he'd do anything just for his family. M.Nawawi Abdullah is a real superman. I'd die without him, I'd collapse without his love. I know he won't come across this post, but I do know, God listens to all these. And one thing I'm gonna wish for now, I want my dad, my mom and I to be together forever cos this trio can do anything without any rules in our lives.

Last but not least, Happy Father's Day, papa! WE love you to the bits!

Time passes so fast.

I don't know why, but I'm missing my primary school. Growing up is fun, but despite the fact that you've to go through tougher situations from day to day isn't fun at all. Primary was so fun because all I had on my mind was to have fun and to play paper boats everyday. It was incredibly awesome. Yes, there were also times where you wish you were 17 years old cos you used to think that being a 17 year old girl is much better than being a primary kid. & right now, I'm typing here as a 17 year old girl, and being one isn't as easy as I thought it was last time. Right this moment, I can't wait to end my SPM as soon as possible and start a new life in the uni. But, I've a good feeling that sooner or later, I'll be saying that I wish I never grew up that fast. I still remember when I was a kid, I used to ask my mom about school, friends and bla bla bla. I've found all the answers to all my questions and how I wish I could go back to that moment and I'd like to change the question to, 'can I stay this young forever?' But obviously, there's no such thing as going back to the past cos past will remain the past forever, right?

Sighhh. Time passes so fast. & in 5 months time, I'll be sitting for my SPM and in 6 more months, I'll be starting my new life in the university. And who knows, in 7 years time, I'll be having 3 kids already? D:

I have a feeling ..

I have a feeling, that tonight's gonna be a good night. that tonight's gonna be a good, good night! :) I'm so excited to celebrate Father's Day tonight. Hope it's going to turn out well! 

Cakes.

Craving for cakes. I dont know what kind of cake am I craving for, but it's definitely a cake. hehh hehhh. Hmm, school has been great lately despite the fact that I'm sitting with the guys.

Talking about friends, I've no idea whether is there really a true friend or it's just something that people always talk about without knowing that it doesn't even exist. Friends come and go, friends do shits and leave us with those shits they've done, friends are around only in certain situations but definitely not in the gloomy or sad kind of situation. I don't know what am I talking about right now, but one thing for sure, I definitely have learned that putting your trust on someone isn't worth it at all.

I have a best friend. & she's my mom. This might sound cliche or lame or whatever people always say, but to me, having your mother as your best friend is a bless. It's like having someone you can rely on and talk to and joke around with all the time. I love her to the max. Yes, I don't have a boyfriend yet, but even if I have a boyfriend sooner or later, she'll always be the first in my heart. Always. InsyaAllah :)

xoxo have a blessed friday! :D

SPM

SPM is so near already and I'm freaking out right now. InsyaAllah, Allah will always help me. & I believe in miracle. :')

Supermom & Superman

I've world's greatest parents. They are the ones who support me, sacrifice their lives for me, praying for my happiness and most importantly, they are the ones who spend each and every second of their lives just for me. They mean the world to me and I'd do anything for their happiness. I've went through every ups and downs with them and I promise to make their lives as happy as ever. They understand me so well that I don't have to explain all the how's and why's each and every second.

If I had one wish, I'd choose to be with them for the rest of my life. & only death could lead three of us apart.



:)

And I just created this blog though I've no idea why did I even create it. heh I'll post more soon.

xoxo